Grown up

I don't think
That I can get up
And do it all again
Tomorrow.
I would like to stay
Curled here
By the fire.
But also
Not to be conscious or aware
Of anything.
If I could just
Never shower again
That would be great.
Is it possible
For me to wear this outfit
For the foreseeable future
Because the thought of
Changing my clothes
Is exhausting.
Remaining hydrated
Is using up all my available energy
Not to mention:
Putting a log on the fire
Mindlessly scrolling through Instagram
Worrying
Thinking
Overthinking.
Frankly
Brushing my teeth
Is a bit too much to ask.
Do I have to do this
Again?
Tomorrow?
And the day after?
Its too much to expect
Of me.
Sorry.